I’ve Outgrown Loving Him #Poetry #SelfAwareness #SelfLove #MentalAbuse 


I thought he was the love of my life

I thought I would be his wife 

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I destroyed every relationship that couldn’t compare

I did anything I could to show him I cared

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He said he couldn’t marry me if I was over 200 lbs

Yes, I know how shitty that sounds

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But, I loved him

So, 5 days a week I went to the gym

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I wish I had the confidence I have now, then 

I wouldn’t have wasted so much time on him… again

Because I’ve out grown loving him

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Every fear I had he tested, 

Questioning if I was invested… in him.

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What I realized was they were all excuses for why I’d never be enough

After 13 years, it was some really heavy stuff 

But I’m tough! 

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I don’t know where single life will lead me

But, I’m so excited I could pee!

Yes, I’ve out grown him, indeed! 

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Penelope Jones— Spanking It Since 1996! 

#WILL2015

#KindnessSprinkleThatShitEverywhere 

Copyright July 2016

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