Back Porch Conversations… #Poetry #WomenMatter #HistoryMatters

I’m missing someone very much! I lost a dear friend 2 weeks ago this past Saturday, before he passed I’d just decided I was running for WILL (Women’s International Leather Legacy). While it’s a contest, it’s also a historian position which rocks my world! Where we came from directs where we are going and how we succeed, so I’m dedicated to fulfilling the promise I made to Sir Bill Willard. I miss you! 💋

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Back Porch Conversations…

by Penelope Jones

 

While I feel proud of what I’ve done. 

Will it be enough to become… Me?

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Are the back porch conversations enough time to relive history?

Or will it remain a mystery?

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Can I get the facts in 20-30 minute conversations in less then 72 hours?

Perhaps I have magical powers?

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I’ve been having these conversations, for at least 15 years, on a patio, a bench, or a couch.

I met Leather Women and Men filled with clout

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All from our secret society 

Of the kinky variety.

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None of them knew of me way back when,

But that didn’t matter; they spoke to me like I was akin.

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I met Mama Sandy in the smoking section outside

I wear her pin with pride!

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I hugged the shit out of J Lube Jack

We joke about when I would let him smack… 

my ass!

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My flirting began with Bootpig from afar.

Now, I’d let her keep me in a glass jar…

with air holes, of course!

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I hated canes!

Then Boymeat rocked my world, and I’ve never been the same!

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Lolita Wolf is the best hand spanking I’ve ever had.

I love those I’ve met; it wasn’t a fad!

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I had the privilege of one last back porch conversation with Sir Bill!

And he’s the reason you’ll see me at WILL!

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I’m fulfilling a promise I made to that man.

Because of him, I believe I can!

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#DropsTheMic 

Penelope Jones- Spanking it since 1996!

• Copyright 2015

Because, baby, you’re the man! #Poetry #Love #GrowingOld

I picture us when we’re old and grey
Watching the grandkids play.

I think of you explaining how you succeeded through hard work
And, how leaving a legacy for them was our perk.

I dream of our passionate debates…
The ones you hate.
Well my love, it’s too late
Because we’re each other’s fate.

I’d tell the kids about how our paths were meant to cross,
About how I let you be the boss!

I see it because it’s real
I dream of it because it’s how I feel.

I love you more and more on a daily bases
I can’t wait to pick out vacation places.

You make me want to be a better person.
You have the calm I need when things begin to worsen.

And, I love when you spank my behind.
It truly does give me peace of mind.

My point is this,
So you get the gist…

I don’t love you because I need you.
I need you because I love you.

Growing old together is the plan…
Because, baby, you’re the man!

Penelope Jones- Spanking it since 1996!
Copyright 2015

Suffering in silence… #ASMSG #Inspirational #Love #Life

While I should be thrilled about my new book release, which I’m not even going to mention the name of… I’m suffering in silence… 

I want to share a little more of me….

I don’t want to talk about me or my own problems… I know, how is that sharing a little more of me, but I promise you’ll understand.

While 2013 in so many ways has been an amazing year for me, I’ve also suffered sadness like you wouldn’t believe, but not just me; I suffered silently for my friends as well.

A reader I’d never met in my life, but yet we talked almost daily on twitter for 7 months died just a few months back, and I was devastated. He suffered in silence.  I had to take an entire day to just recover from the shock and sadness.  Although I was sad, I can’t imagine the emotional toll it took upon his family; he was only 32.

A writer, who I would consider a dear friend, yet I’ve never met her either, has suffered so much loss in her family, I’ve no idea how to comfort her anymore. My heart aches for her, yet she is one of the strongest women I know. I know she suffers in silence just as I do, but she is trooping along and still living the dream. Suffering in silence… 

2 very dear Leathermen from my lifestyle community passed away in the past year. One suffered silently with ALS; he smiled until the day he passed away. Another in a freak accident, but he suffered for 3 days putting on a brave face for us all before he died. Suffering in silence… 

A poet friend of mine just posted to his blog that he has been suffering for months, and more likely than not is going to die within the next few months from Lung cancer that has spread and is taking over his body.  Yet another person that suffered in silence… 

My dear friend suffered in silence knowing the secret of the man above for months, he trusted her. He loves her and she loves him, and my heart is breaking right now for them both. You’re both amazing people and deserve better. I’m sorry you had to suffer in silence… 

We suffer in silence because people don’t want to hear our problems. They want to live vicariously through us because they likely are already suffering in silence. It’s a vicious cycle, and we must stop it!

I for one am finished suffering in silence! If I’m having a bad day, be prepared to hear about them more often. If you truly care about me as a writer, as I do you as my readers… share with me as well!

That’s what my comment section is for! 

I truly lovers you guys more than you could ever know.  Thank you for bothering to read this far… Stop suffering alone; if no one else cares… I do! 

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Penelope Jones- Spanking it since 1996!