To whom it may concern: #ASMSG #Poetry

To whom it may concern;

There were so many things I tried to say

You distract me, made me laugh,

and I forgot, it’s not OK

OK? Yeah right…

I was a toy for you to tease and torment

dangling by your strings, my body limp

Each time you spoke, I was conditioned to dance

my phone chimed, and my heart leapt with a prance

Why do I care so fucking much?

You don’t deserve such

I’m living in a state of an altered paradox

The only thing keeping me grounded…

My stripey knee-socks

I have no idea what you wanted from me

I wanted to ask, but would you see?

See that I needed to know…

Not knowing was driving me mad

Was that your plan?

Were you glad?

Have I been had?

Was this all a little rouse?

I was destined to lose?

Was it rigged from the start?

To trample my heart?

Brilliant idea, fucktard

Signed,

Yours never again

Tip of the day … If you dig a hole deep enough, eventually you will fall in.  Dumbass, stop digging while you still can. 🙂

 

Penelope Jones- Spanking it since 1996! 

Psst… I’m not a quitter #ASMSG #Poetry #Poem #Moanday

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It’s morning and of course I’m thinking of you

I’m always thinking of you

Your wants, your desires fill my bed

Your needs, your worries roll around in my head

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I want to take it all away

Tell you it’ll be OK…

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But you’ll have none of that

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You have been hurt and wronged

For love you have longed

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You refuse to be vulnerable again

So you hide away in your den

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You have a tongue as sharp as a sword

You use it against others when you’re bored

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If I care too much

I’m fucked

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So what!

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You can’t chase me away

I always find a way

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I know you’re trying

But I’m not buying

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Psst… I’m not a quitter, thought you should know.

Penelope Jones copyright 2013

My Heart and Soul belong to You. #Poetry #Relationships #TrueLove #Love

I wake up thinking about you

I go to bed thinking about you

I pee and I think about you,

and even when I pooh… I’m still thinking about you.

 

Can you say you consume my days

I’m willing to bend to your ways.

 

Life is what we decide

Through troubles we’ll glide.

 

My heart and my soul belong to you, my love

I know you were sent from above.

 

Even when things aren’t aligned,

I still won’t mind.

 

Why you ask?

Because we have the kind of love that will last

Look at our past…

And tell me, what do you see?

 

Forgiveness wrapped in love,

Fitting us like a glove.

 

You didn’t re-enter my life to break my heart

We both have to do our part…

Here’s to a new start!

 

Let’s do it right this time, OK?

 

Penelope Jones- Spanking it since 1996!

Copyright 2014!

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Used Goods… #Poetry #DamageGoods

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Cracked ego,

Ruined self-esteem,

Damaged heart,

Broken mind,

Hated stomach,

Loathed ass,

I keep thinking it will pass

 

It won’t.

 

Used Goods…

You’re An Ass #Poetry #ASMSG #PoetryWednesday

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You said you loved me

You said you cared

You said you need me

It’s only fair

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I said I loved you

I said I cared

I said I need you

As much as air

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You didn’t love me

You didn’t care

You didn’t need me

It’s not fair

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I still love you

I still care

I still need you

As much as air

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Life will go on

I will move past

You seem happy

Hope it doesn’t last

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I hope you look back and realize…

You’re an ass!”