And I still miss you #OCT #Poetry #ASMSG #relationships

It was the way you wore your backpack, everywhere

It was the way you used to butt into my conversations just to talk to me

It was the way you sent flowers because I was having a rough week

It was the way you sent me text messages at ungodly hours because you knew I was awake

It was the way you allowed me to snuggle and touch you while you slept

.

It was because you used to like me

.

You used to care

We made a great pair

.

I miss that, I do

Fuck you

.

Why do I allow you to have such a hold on my emotions?

I wish there was some potion

.

To alleviate this stage

Of rage

And

Sadness

I need to get back to gladness

.

I miss you I do

.

But I can take a hint

You’re hell-bent

.

On destroying anything we could have had

And now I’m sad,

And you’re glad

This is bad…

You turned out like my dad

.

And I still miss you

Iniquitous Solace- The Aftermath