The Problem #Poetry #ASMSG

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I haven’t even begun, and the rumors are flying
Fuck you!
My soul was dying… inside

I was crying,
And now people are trying

To ruin what never even really started,
The dearly departed?

I’m a person with thoughts and feelings…
It’s time for me to start healing!

I keep to myself
I deal with the hand that life has dealt

I don’t need added drama;
Save it for your momma
Or your Llama.

Seriously, haters beware
Bad Penny’s about had it up to there!

I’m the nicest person ever
Yes, I will endeavor!

You can’t stop what’s meant to be
That’s not how life works, you see!

Destiny has started my journey…

I’m destine for a new start,
To mend my fucked heart,
And to be smart!

P.S. I know it’s my fabulousness that made you talk crap,
Well check out the map!

I’m winning!

Haters gonna hate
And I’m going to alleviate…

The Problem!

Penelope Jones copyright 2013

It’s About Dang Time #Poetry #poem #ASMSG

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Oh my Jesus and Mary…
I’ve been hit by the luck fairy!

Finally

New adventures around the bend
My life, my heart on the mend

I’m taking a leap,
Not knowing my fate
But I’ll soon be setting a date

A new job
A new home
A room on loan

A new life to live
I’ll give it all I’ve got to give

Fuck it!

I’m scared
The last time I dared…

To hope
I choked

I didn’t do it for me
That’s why my plan failed; you see

This time I’m doing it right
I’m going to fight…

For my dreams
Know what I mean?

From this day on
I’m singing a new song

Everything happens for a reason
And no hell ain’t freezin’ … over

I’m ready for a new start
I’ve done my part

It’s time to spread my wings and soar
Finding me again; finding my core
Behind me, I’ll shut a few doors

But ahead of me more will open
Leaving me hopin’

This isn’t a mistake
For my sanities sake

Damn it!

My point is I’m moving
And it’s of my own choosing

Things just fell into place
At a rather hurried pace

I’ve felt stagnant for years
Suffered many tears

I’m leaving behind amazing peeps
But they understand faith requires leaps

I love you more than you’ll ever know
And thank you for understanding why I must go

You’re the best things that ever happened to me
Because with you, I can just be

It’s off to a wonderful beginning
And let me just say I’m winning!

It’s about dang time!

 

Penelope Jones- Spanking it since 1996!

Copyright 2013

Not This Time #Poetry #ASMSG

Why do I give myself so freely
Only to continually be rejected

Because I love everything about you
Your heart thrives in the soul you dejected

Because you need someone to believe in you
Our thoughts mingling as one only to be reflected

Unconditional love doesn’t come with stipulations or a handbook
Destiny can just appear at your door
All you must do is look

Don’t just stand there, get moving… dreams do come true
We can make this happen; I’m waiting for your queue
Giving up isn’t an option for you

Not this time