Love Day Sucks #Poetry #ASMSG #Valentine

I woke up thinking it would be OK

then I realized just what everyone had to say

 

Happy Love Day…

 

Each time that word fell across my ears

Therapy bills piled up for years

 

I love you meant hitting your kids and wife

I love you meant giving up your life

 

I love you meant you weren’t good enough

I love you meant life was tough

 

I love you meant screwing someone else

I love you meant dealing with what was dealt

 

I love you meant not really caring

not really daring

to— love

 

 

My words might as well have been dead

When I said,

I love you …

 

It meant— I love you

 

It meant you were enough

I meant together we would be tough

 

It meant making love all night long

It meant “they were playing our song”

 

It meant I cared

It meant I dared

 

It meant my heart would be broken

It meant I would just be a token

 

to be given away

just like any other day,

and no I’m not OK.

 

Love Day sucks …

Fuck

 

Penelope Jones copyright 2013 

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You should be ashamed #Poetry #BrokenHeart #ASMSG

I could live in luxury

I could live like the poor

As long as you were there,

I never needed more

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I tried to give you everything

I tried opening up my heart

Once you saw me raw and real

You were ready to depart

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I told you I was a mess,

I told you my crazy had spoken

I told you I don’t come with a token…

Operation manual

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Somehow I became the enemy of your universe

Everything I said was answered with a curse…

Of my existence

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I want to crawl back under the rock from which I came

My heart will never be the same

You are to blame…

And you should be ashamed

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Penelope Jones copyright 2013

I will find Love again #Poetry #ASMSG

We’re in a sexual revolution

It’s not pollution

 

Sex is as natural as breathing

Desires seething

 

Lives becoming one

Orgasms that come undone

It was fun

 

I miss the days when I called

and you made me your fuck-doll

 

I miss the days when you’d rain down spanks

on my ass.

Why couldn’t it last?

 

All good things must come to an end

even though I miss the way our bodies bend…

 

I’m just reminiscing about what could have been

The way we sinned.

 

I’ll find love again

 

Don’t you worry.

 

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Penelope Jones- Spanking it since 1996!

Copyright 2013

Don’t Pollute My Life #Oct #Poetry #ASMSG #Relationships

 

What a tangled web we weave

When we practice to deceive…

 

Words to live by buddy

I found her panties in the study

 

What an idiot you are

I also found her lipstick in my car

 

What you failed to realize

It all could have been a prize

 

If only you had talked to me

Maybe we could still be

 

Opting to lie when the truth’s always better

Gets you a really lovely fuck-off letter

 

One that said…

 

How much you suck

How I don’t wish you luck

How I hope you get fucked…

 

Up the ass…you deserve it!

 

That’s really not true

If you only knew

 

The lies are what sealed your fate

We all three could have went on a date

 

But no, you had to think with your little head

That’s why our relationship’s dead

 

It’s why my heart aches,

Why my body shakes,

And my smiles fake

 

Lies for me are the bitter end

So before you hit send…

 

Give a Hoot!

Don’t Pollute…

 

My life

 

Penelope Jones Copyright 2013

Not Just a Temporary Patch #Poetry #ASMSG #Relationships

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Perfect, sparkling blue eyes
He was a nice surprise

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A game of pool
Nearly made me drool

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And 3 beers in,
And, I would’ve fucked him

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Again and Again and Again

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Yet, He stopped me in my tracks
Morals wasn’t something he lacked

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Huh?!?

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Was this guy for real?
Didn’t he know the deal?

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I was an easy lay
But he had to pay

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That’s right my goodies weren’t free,
but…
Cash wasn’t the key

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From love and devotion,
To crossing an ocean

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Proving to me he was worthy of my gift
Everything he did gave my heart a lift

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He showed me what a good man was like
And I didn’t tell him to go fly a kite

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In fact…

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I invited him into my life
And he didn’t add any strife

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Life was an adventure which twisted and turned
And my body yearned…

for him

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Owned, there was no doubt
He spanked me when I’d pout

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We loved through thick and thin
Together we made up new sins

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But, I’m only day dreaming
And perhaps doing a little scheming

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Yet…

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It would be a perfect match
And not just a temporary patch

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Me and Him…
Maybe I’ll meet him at the gym?

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Exercise does a body good…
Pass it on!

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Penelope Jones- Spanking it since 1996!

Copyright 2013

Psst… I’m not a quitter #ASMSG #Poetry #Poem #Moanday

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It’s morning and of course I’m thinking of you

I’m always thinking of you

Your wants, your desires fill my bed

Your needs, your worries roll around in my head

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I want to take it all away

Tell you it’ll be OK…

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But you’ll have none of that

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You have been hurt and wronged

For love you have longed

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You refuse to be vulnerable again

So you hide away in your den

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You have a tongue as sharp as a sword

You use it against others when you’re bored

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If I care too much

I’m fucked

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So what!

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You can’t chase me away

I always find a way

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I know you’re trying

But I’m not buying

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Psst… I’m not a quitter, thought you should know.

Penelope Jones copyright 2013

You’re a Good man #PoetryWednesday #ASMSG #Poetry

 

You’re a good guy

by Penelope Jones

 

A knife stuck through my back

I had a knack…

 

For finding the assholes

 

Then there was you,

Oh … pooh!

 

You came into my life when I needed you most

It all started when you responded to my blog post

 

It was easier to push you away, than to take that leap

Knowing you could leave me in a broken heap

 

You knew from the beginning I was a fucked-up mess

I used aversion tactics, pushed all your buttons

It was a test

 

You had me pinned

And would not let me win

 

Winning with you meant losing

And that wouldn’t be my choosing

 

Please just realize I was protecting my heart

I know it was a rocky start

 

I didn’t mean to be so damn defensive,

But humans have left me pensive

 

Questioning who I am,

Questioning you…

Damn

 

I’m really sorry you got caught in my broken life

Now you know why I’m not someone’s wife

… Too much strife.

 

I just need someone willing to knock down my walls

and stop treating me like a China-Doll

 

I know it’s contradictory to say it that way

but listen to what I have to say …

 

Being broken meant I was going to find reasons to hate

I just hope it’s not too late.

 

Because …

 

You’re a good man…

And, I’ve got a plan.

Penelope Jones copyright 2013