I’m Selfish #Poetry #ASMSG #SelfAwareness

 

Self-awareness…

I learned it after the first few heart breaks

I wasn’t going to have another reason to ache

I discovered I love too easily,

I give too much,

and I no long am a butter fly that wishes to fly

 

Self-defense…

I learned it after the first few beatings

I wasn’t going to have another reason to ache

I listen for pitches in voice to change,

the posture of body,

the veins popping out in the neck.

 

Self-preservation…

I learned it after the first few times I was let down

I wasn’t going to have another reason to ache

I hold less stock in words than actions,

we teach people how to treat us,

and life isn’t a fucking bowl of cherries.

 

Self…

Is the root word of selfish …

 

If being self-aware leads to self-defense, which then leads to self-preservation makes me selfish…

 

I’m selfish!

 

 

by Penelope Jones copyright 2013

I might be broken, but I’m still Naughty!!! #ASMSG #Erotica #relationships

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Good morning my lovelies… 

Six months ago I yielded to temptation. I shared my thoughts and my dreams of a story in a “He said … She said” format of poetry.  I gave into the desires of my heart to share my words, and recently that story has come to a close as many of you know. The original “Iniquitous Solace: Rhythmic words of lust and love” is no longer available. A great story lost to the world of chaos and strife.

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And heartbreak makes you crawl back inside your cave. To hide away and lick your wounds. 

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For every caterpillar that crawls into her cocoon to survive … Emerges a beautiful butterfly. Fly beautiful butterfly– Fly! — Penelope Jones

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I know you’ve felt this way… I know you’ve needed to say it to someone in your life.  

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You did everything you could, and it still wasn’t enough!

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Well I’m standing up for all of us. I’ve told the story of lust, love, heartbreak, and triumph for anyone that has ever felt this way. “Iniquitous Solace: The Aftermath” is waiting for you to dive into my dirty words; a love story filled with broken promises, broken dreams, and broken wings that emerges into a tragically, beautiful butterfly who soars!

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 We all want to fall in love and for it to last a lifetime. But life and wishes rarely coincide, so what happens when love dies and you’re the only one still holding onto broken dreams?

In Iniquitous Solace – The Aftermath, we get a glimpse into the world of one such lovelorn poetess. Come laugh and love with Penelope as she shares her very soul through her heartfelt words and poetic verse. With this girl you get it all; come walk in her shoes, wear her stripy knee-socks, or even her collar that locks! Though battered and bruised, you will love the spirit that defies disappointment. Penelope Jones picks herself up, dusts herself off and stares life straight back in the eye.

Iniquitous Solace – The Aftermath. For a different kind of love.

Official release date April 26th, 2013!

If you found out my secret hidden in this post please leave a comment! Also Tweet, Facebook, Google+, Pinterest about it! Please with Sugar on top!

Indie authors need all the help from our friends, readers, and loved ones we can get! So … Thank you in advance! You rock my #naughtyville world!

Penelope Jones- Spanking it since 1996! 

I’m Selfish #Poetry #ASMSG #SelfAwareness

Self-defense…

 

I learned it after the first few beatings

I wasn’t going to have another reason to ache

I listen for pitches in voice to change,

the posture of body,

the veins popping out in the neck.

 

Self-preservation…

 

I learned it after the first few times I was let down

I wasn’t going to have another reason to ache

I hold less stock in words than actions,

we teach people how to treat us,

and life isn’t a fucking bowl of cherries.

 

Self-awareness…

 

I learned it after the first few heart breaks

I wasn’t going to have another reason to ache

I discovered I love too easily,

I give too much,

and I no long am a butter fly that wishes to fly

 

Self…

Is the root word of selfish

 

If being self-aware leads to self-defense, which then leads to self-preservation makes me selfish…

I’m selfish!

 

by Penelope Jones copyright 2013