Labeled The Nice Girl #Poetry #Poem #ASMSG

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I woke up and thought

“I hate being the nice girl”

My niceties make me want to hurl
Forgive

Forget

Frail

Fail

I exhaled


How many times do I say it’s OK?

Tell the dickheads to have a nice day?
Kill’em with kindness it’s how I was raised

Except I’m afraid I’m done with that maze
I’m tired of always being the bigger ‘man’

I’m thinking shit’s about to hit the fan
I hate feeling like I’ve been used

That my niceties are being abused


Don’t take me for granted

Damn it!


Who am I trying to fool?

I’ll continue to be the pack mule
I put on my mask…

Why you ask?
Because
Nice girl blood runs through my veins

And I’m a true glutton for pain
So
Nice girl will always be my trait

I hate

I Guess We Will See… #OCT #Poetry #Poem #ASMSG

stairsoflife

The doorway to everywhere

I sat and stared

Do I dare?

Does he really care?

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Or the stairway to the unknown?

I’d reap what I’ve sewn,

And I’d do it alone…

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I called him on the phone

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“I’m ready to do this.” I said.

“Have you lost your head?”

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I smiled just a little

I was about to piddle…

myself.

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I took a leap of faith with just a call

I agreed to be his ragdoll

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Used and abused as he saw fit

Spanked until I couldn’t sit

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I was willing to try everything on his list

even the piss…

Twice,

It was nice

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I’m not sure he was ready for a girl like me

I guess we’ll see…