I’m sitting under our favorite tree
I wondering if you’re thinking of me
I’ve thought about nothing else since you went away
You plague my life day after, day after day.
I think about how you used to hold my hand
And how you always thought my jokes were so grand
I think about the time we went to Paris
We had a great trip, despite your brother Harris
I remember the way you looked after a long, hard day
You knew I’d always be there to assure you, it’s okay
I thought you’d always be here too
Your being gone leaves me without a clue
I sometimes smell a faint memory of your scent
I know it’s not possible, but I hope it’s you leaving me a hint
I thought it would get easier as time passed by
I miss coming home to you saying hi
It hasn’t gotten less painful as I watch the world keep turning
And I keep laying awake yearning
Burning for you to return to me as if it weren’t true
Waking each morning not exactly sure what to do
What’s the next step in my life
I don’t think I could be someone else’s wife
I’m in love with you more today than ever before
I hate that tragedy has closed our door
You were the light of my dead-end alley
Now I live in the deepest, darkest valley
I’m so angry that you thought it was OK to die
You said you’d take care of me forever, you lied
I don’t think anyone really knows how much I hurt
My heart feels like it’s been drug through the dirt
It’s only been a few months, maybe I just need more time
What I really need is for everyone to stop telling me “it’ll be fine”
It won’t, I miss you so much I can’t breathe
Every night I wonder how could you leave
I mourn the loss of you, my one true love
That now looks down upon me from above
I’m going to move on, I promise you that
And no I’m not going to start collecting cats
I won’t become one of those old ladies
I rather spend the next 100 years in Hades
I say all these things but the future’s unsure
Because my heart ache’s for you, and there’s no cure
I think coming to visit our tree has helped
Rehashing the pains that life has dealt
I’m going to continue to love you forever
But as you know I am too clever
To waste away until I’m an old crone
Destined to spend my life alone
No…you know I sparkle too much to settle
Even though my throat is still encased in your metal
Your collar you put there to show that I’m yours
Each time I remember that night, my heart soars
Maybe one day I’ll be able to move on
Maybe one day I’ll be able to admit that your gone
Until then, I’ll continue to visit our tree
And wonder if you’re thinking of me
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