Not Hopeless…. Yet! #poetry #ASMSG #life

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I’m not sure which way is up
There’s no money in my cup

Today, tomorrow, next week
It’s tranquility I seek

Day, after day, after day
I’m hoping it’ll be OK

I’m afraid I’ve made a mistake
For heaven’s sake
Am I a fake?

I’m doubting myself at every turn
When will I learn?

It’s just me, myself, and I
It’s why…
(Sigh)
I cry….

Signed,
Not hopeless… yet

You should be ashamed #Poetry #BrokenHeart #ASMSG

I could live in luxury

I could live like the poor

As long as you were there,

I never needed more

.

I tried to give you everything

I tried opening up my heart

Once you saw me raw and real

You were ready to depart

.

I told you I was a mess,

I told you my crazy had spoken

I told you I don’t come with a token…

Operation manual

.

Somehow I became the enemy of your universe

Everything I said was answered with a curse…

Of my existence

 .

I want to crawl back under the rock from which I came

My heart will never be the same

You are to blame…

And you should be ashamed

.

Penelope Jones copyright 2013

P.S. I’m Jill #ASMSG #Poetry

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P.S. I’m Jill

by Penelope Jones

 

I slept last night for the first time in ages
I dreamt of you keeping me locked away in cages

 

You seemed to be a Jack-of-all trades
And knew just how these things were made

 

One for when I’ve been a good little girl
You built it to make me feel safe and secure

 

And one for when I’ve been super naughty
I get the black lock, when I’ve been snotty

 

The black one makes me so sad
But I know you wouldn’t do it
if I hadn’t been bad.

 

I have way more fun behind the shiny-silver lock
that means I will get to feel your cock

 

Inside my mouth or shoved through my slit
I know you’ll use the Hitachi on my clit

 

When it’s all said and done
You will have cum

 

And Jill will cum soon after.
P.S. I’m Jill

 

Penelope Jones- Spanking it since 1996!

Copyright 2013

It’s About Dang Time #Poetry #poem #ASMSG

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Oh my Jesus and Mary…
I’ve been hit by the luck fairy!

Finally

New adventures around the bend
My life, my heart on the mend

I’m taking a leap,
Not knowing my fate
But I’ll soon be setting a date

A new job
A new home
A room on loan

A new life to live
I’ll give it all I’ve got to give

Fuck it!

I’m scared
The last time I dared…

To hope
I choked

I didn’t do it for me
That’s why my plan failed; you see

This time I’m doing it right
I’m going to fight…

For my dreams
Know what I mean?

From this day on
I’m singing a new song

Everything happens for a reason
And no hell ain’t freezin’ … over

I’m ready for a new start
I’ve done my part

It’s time to spread my wings and soar
Finding me again; finding my core
Behind me, I’ll shut a few doors

But ahead of me more will open
Leaving me hopin’

This isn’t a mistake
For my sanities sake

Damn it!

My point is I’m moving
And it’s of my own choosing

Things just fell into place
At a rather hurried pace

I’ve felt stagnant for years
Suffered many tears

I’m leaving behind amazing peeps
But they understand faith requires leaps

I love you more than you’ll ever know
And thank you for understanding why I must go

You’re the best things that ever happened to me
Because with you, I can just be

It’s off to a wonderful beginning
And let me just say I’m winning!

It’s about dang time!

 

Penelope Jones- Spanking it since 1996!

Copyright 2013