I woke up thinking it would be OK
then I realized just what everyone had to say
Happy Love Day…
Each time that word fell across my ears
Therapy bills piled up for years
I love you meant hitting your kids and wife
I love you meant giving up your life
I love you meant you weren’t good enough
I love you meant life was tough
I love you meant screwing someone else
I love you meant dealing with what was dealt
I love you meant not really caring
not really daring
to— love
My words might as well have been dead
When I said,
I love you …
It meant— I love you
It meant you were enough
I meant together we would be tough
It meant making love all night long
It meant “they were playing our song”
It meant I cared
It meant I dared
It meant my heart would be broken
It meant I would just be a token
to be given away
just like any other day,
and no I’m not OK.
Love Day sucks …
Fuck
Penelope Jones copyright 2013
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